Sad :(

Today i just lost my truly bestfriend , i won the battle in my job but i lost him forever , and i feel so deeply sad . He is  my truly bestfriend who encourage me in every situation , i never scare to confess anything i felt , to share i struggle in life or just in my mind  , to go through hardness in life . Even sometimes he head-strong , even sometimes i feel he is very annoying . Sometimes he is just like a big baby need everybody to take care .. And debated any small things that i think it doesn't need to discuss . Sometimes he easily get mad on things that wont satisfy him , and i feel really annoyed for a moment .But he is my bestfriend i love the way he is ! Now he is gone , no one will annoy me , asking me a lot of not so important question , remind me if do something wrong , remind me if i treat people bad , no one will accompany have a late night meals . It just because small things in job affect to our for years friendship. Just because my stupidness mouth talk to him inappropiate ways . I shouldnt talk to him like that since he is a sensitive man . And the most painful things he said that i changed a lot recent years and he said im not the person he know before . My heart is really broken , he has a part of my life and i feel something on my part is gone forever .. Maybe if i lose of that battle job , i never lose him ...